• The plane bounced sharply a few times on our descent into Cairns, causing high pitched shrieks from the passengers. It was that sort of jolting that makes you gaze out the window (while clutching onto the seat in front of you) and contemplate the interesting fact that you’re hurtling through the air in a pointy metal tube, through the pouring rain.

    We arranged our motley collection of bags and instruments around Dad’s two door car and gazed at it contemplatively. It resembled a logic puzzle that we might not be able to solve. However, the car demonstrated its Tardis-like qualities and we crammed it full of luggage, wedged ourselves into the back seat (which was tremendously uncomfortable), and gradually made our way to Daintree, stopping for fish and chips, a litre of Bacardi, a bag of lychees and some pineapples, two cartons of beer, and a kilo of bacon. It was pouring with rain the entire way, the sea steely grey and choppy, with a dark blue layer of clouds lying ominously along the horizon.

    I woke up on Christmas morning to find a blister on my hip and realised that I hadn’t managed to avoid catching chickenpox from my husband after all. I felt rather headachey and dizzy, and spent a lot of time on Christmas sitting and chatting while everyone else cooked. My sister in law kept making cocktails and handing them to me – mojitos and pina coladas – in between making me drink horrific shots of herbs which were supposed to reduce the chickenpox symptoms. I was given chocolates and a hemp bag and books, including a book of ukulele music from my brother which was responsible for me attempting to learn to play Black Sabbath’s Paranoid on the ukulele (an interesting sound) and the recording we made of Bad Moon Rising on ukulele and guitar.

    My brother lent me his mask and snorkel and I swam in the pool – formerly a chlorinated pool which my mother has transformed into a pond, complete with fish and plants. The walls of the pool are covered in ridged curves of sponge-like algae (or possible a freshwater sponge, there is some debate on the matter). Little bubbles of air cling to it, and when brushed by a hand, or waves of water, they pop up bubbling to the surface. I lay on my back for a while under the falling water of the sprinkler that aerates the pond, feeling soothed and cool on my skin – I had a day or two of feeling quite itchy as my skin bloomed with attractive blistery spots.

    The husband and I played a few games of chess while listening to Bach – I said it was the sort of sophisticated music that one should listen to while playing chess, but spoiled by new veneer of sophistication by dancing my pieces into their new positions to the beat of the music. I have never won a game of chess against the husband, as I’m not very good at thinking ahead or anticipating any of the other player’s moves. It’s the sort of thinking I would like to get better at, but I’m not sure how to do so apart from playing more terrible games of chess.

    We have returned home now, much to the cats’ delight; they woke us up early this morning patting our faces to check we were still there, and got shoved off onto the floor for their pains. My chickpox spots are gradually drying up, and I will probably be entirely recovered in time to return to work next week, which is rather unfortunate timing really. And it’s now time to turn my mind to the new year; my resolutions generally last me for a few months at least, so I feel it’s still worth the time to make them.

  • 15 Things Worth Knowing About Coffee

    – This is an interesting and disturbing doco about Wikileaks.

    – I want to see “The War You Don’t See” by John Pilger.

    xkcd on Wikileaks.

    Uncomfortable Moments with Putin is terribly funny.

    – I had listened to Dan Carlin talk about Gaius Marius on his podcast (Death Throes of the Republic Parts One, Two and Three) – and here’s why Marius was a badass.

    – Other badasses – Leonardo Da Vinci & Nikola Tesla.

  • It’s going to take me a while to get used to combination of manual focussing and the correct settings for this new lens – opening it up too wide makes the focal point too small, but it was very overcast today. I probably should have used the flash.

  • Law offices:
    Me: [on the phone to someone three offices away waffling on about my communal farm idea] – “Waffle, waffle, waffle, basically a commune.”
    Workmate: [frantic rustling and clunking] – “God, I just had to pick up the phone, I had you on speaker.”
    Me: “Ahhh – was that little panic attack because I said the word commune where other people might hear me?”
    WM: [entirely seriously] “Yes.”

    What happens when you spend too much time playing cricket:
    Me: “Oh, that’s my phone buzzing. Do you like my new Tardis message tone?”
    Cricket-Playing Workmate: “What’s a Tart-us?”
    Me: “The Tardis. You know, from Doctor Who.”
    WM: “Is that a band?”
    Me: [stares in disbelief]
    WM: “Oh no, I’m thinking of Dr Hook.”
    Me: [waves hands around in speechless gestures of distress]
    WM: [backs away] “Erm… well, I’ll see you later.”

  • My new lens arrived as an early birthday present – the Nikkor 105mm f/2.8G VR Micro. And it is gorgeous. Almost completely silent, heavy as all hell, and I can’t wait to get out into the garden during daylight and really test it properly. You can check out some of the shots people take with this lens on Flickriver.

    I took a couple of test shots around the house with the flash, and I love that I can make a light bulb and the cats’ water bowl look, like, totally arty. Well, I think so.

  • – I love this site of literary tattoos – some of my favourites are Alice in Wonderland inspired (including a Jabberwocky quote), and this Iliad quote.

    – Be still my heart. The Beatles Complete on Ukulele. A new song every week, to be finished in July 2012. Two of my favourite obsessions combined.

    Typography for Lawyers.

    Does your language shape the way you think? Well, I don’t know, because I haven’t read the entire article yet. But I intend to.

    – These storm photos are just incredible.

    – And lord, this story makes me laugh so much – How a Fish Almost Destroyed My Childhood.

  • December 7 – Community. Where have you discovered community, online or otherwise, in 2010? What community would you like to join, create or more deeply connect with in 2011?

    The desire for community is a consistent theme in my life – it exists somewhat uneasily with my other desire to be a hermit.

    The husband took some photos of goats recently – in each photo, a different goat is staring suspiciously directly into the camera. I do like goats, and if they weren’t so destructive I would be tempted to get some. There’s a property we drive past each morning that has a big goat herd (for slaughter, I presume, as they don’t seem to have dairy facilities), and they are usually being let out as we’re going past, trotting eagerly down towards their paddock next to the river.

    I often think about the idea of living on a large property with a group of other people – some who would work outside the property, and some who would work on the property – growing vegetables and fruit, raising cows and goats and making cheese. Those who work outside make the money for everyone, and the ones who work on the property provide the food – or at least some it. I have this entirely selfish desire to stay in my current job and get provided with home-grown food and be able to hang out with goats, without doing things I dislike, ie. actual farm work.

    Unfortunately, I think communes – which this scenario basically is – are a little hard to manage; finding the right mix of people, and dealing with the difficulties of only certain people earning money which they then share with the community. But nevertheless I think it is an idea which will always appeal to me.

    December 10 – Wisdom. What was the wisest decision you made this year, and how did it play out?

    How on earth can you judge your own decisions as wise? Your decisions are what they are. I don’t think I have ever thought back on a decision and decided it was unwise – what would be the point? And so equally, I don’t see how I can declare my decisions wise.

    (For Reverb10)

  • December 5 – Let Go. What (or whom) did you let go of this year? Why?

    I think I’ll just quote a Leunig cartoon, and a song we sing at choir, in response to this.  “Let it go, let it out.  Let it all unravel.  Let it free, and it can be a path on which to travel.”

    December 6 – Make. What was the last thing you made? What materials did you use? Is there something you want to make, but you need to clear some time for it?

    The last thing I made was my Christmas mix CD for this year, using my trusty laptop.

    The thing I was having trouble with this year was transitioning from the first track – glam rock is hard to wind down from, if you want to move into carols.  The track list for this year’s mix is below. Links go to Youtube, so don’t go clicking on them if you don’t want to be loading videos:

    1. The Darkness – Christmas Time
    2. K T Tunstall – 2000 Miles
    3. Tori Amos – Star of Wonder
    4. James Taylor – Who Comes This Night?
    5. Zee Avi – No Christmas For Me
    6. Jack Johnson – Someday at Christmas
    7. Aimee Mann – I’ll Be Home for Christmas
    8. Hayley Westenra – Carol of the Bells
    9. Kate Havnevik – Winter Wonderland
    10. Solveig Slettahjell – December Song
    11. Hayley Westenra – Veni Veni Emmanuel
    12. Straight No Chaser – Hark the Herald Angels Sing
    13. Aimee Mann – Christmastime
    14. Hayley Westenra – River
    15. Sufjan Stevens – Holy Holy Holy
    16. K D Lang – Hallelujah
    17. Sarah McLachlan – Silent Night
    18. Straight No Chaser – Auld Lang Syne

    (For Reverb10)

  • I signed up to get daily prompts during December from Reverb 10 (an “online initiative to reflect on your year and manifest what’s next”), as I thought it might be an opportunity to write a bit more, despite the words “manifest” and “reverberate” making me wince a little. But I’m not that good at actually writing in response to daily prompts, particularly during December, so here’s a couple of responses all in one post.

    December 1 – One Word. Encapsulate the year 2010 in one word. Explain why you’re choosing that word. Now, imagine it’s one year from today, what would you like the word to be that captures 2011 for you?

    The ‘one word for the year’ is a bit of a thing among those vaguely new-agey self-improvement circles online – and it depends on my mood as to whether I think this is a valuable or pointless idea. I actually did choose a word for this year, back in January, which was “rhythm” – it connected with a couple of goals of mine, such as playing more music and being more organised. And while I did play a lot more music (and learnt to play a new instrument) this year, the more organised thing didn’t really happen. I still put things off far too long – if anything, this year has kind of carried me along with it. So if I was going to select a word for it – let’s go with “floating”. And a word for next year? Summit. As in, climbing towards it. I’d like to be less carried by the current.

    December 2 – Writing. What do you do each day that doesn’t contribute to your writing — and can you eliminate it?

    My writing is so sporadic that I don’t think it even deserves the term “my writing”. And as for what doesn’t contribute to it – I don’t contribute to it, by not devoting enough time to it. See above tendency to put things off.

    December 3 – Moment. Pick one moment during which you felt most alive this year. Describe it in vivid detail (texture, smells, voices, noises, colors).

    The way I review my year is my scrolling through the 2010 folder on my photo hardrive, each folder within that one labelled with the date and vague descriptions that drive the husband insane. (“What the hell is ‘pumpkins, self portraits, cake’?” he says in exasperated tones. Why, exactly what it says.)

    One of my most vivid alive moments this year was playing at the world record attempt at the Cairns Ukulele Festival – being surrounded by hundreds and hundreds of other people strumming and singing and smiling, the press of people who loved music and the instrument. My fingers hurting from playing 7 minutes of the same chords over and over. The bloke on stage singing the verses of Achey Breakey Heart over and over again in a relentlessly cheerful way. And it was a fantastic moment nevertheless – a great vibe.

    December 4 – Wonder. How did you cultivate a sense of wonder in your life this year?

    Walking towards our house at night and looking up to see the stars and the moon spread out through the dark silhouettes of the trees.  Singing gospel. Getting out of my comfort zone and seeing new things – amazing musicians, and very intense sci-fi fans.  Capturing little bits of life with my camera.

  • After watching the husband crunch across the driveway in bare feet.
    “Ah – good morning. I may have stolen your thongs.”
    “You may have?”
    “Well, yes. You know how, um, the potential of every action creates, um, another potential… universe?”
    “Isn’t it ‘every action has an equal and opposite reaction’?”
    “Well, yes, but that’s not the one about universes. Anyway, all I’m saying is that I think we’re living in the universe where I may have stolen your thongs. Sorry.”


    Workmate: “Ben’s tie makes me want to vomit.”
    Me: “It’s blue. What on earth about that tie could make you want to vomit?”
    W: “It’s just disgusting.”
    Me: “I don’t understand you. Honestly, if that tie makes you want to vomit, you must look at me coming into work every day and wince.”
    W, in a gentle and kindly tone: “No, I don’t anymore.”

    (Inspired by Circulating Library’s Strange Conversations.)